dillandra

Everyone has their ups and downs. some live a happy life with their heads held high. others live their life looking down at their feet, not daring to look up at the sky. I relize now through the pain and suffering everyone thinks the world is shapped around. that the world was merily created through darkness and light. the world isnt as disgusting as most say. its actually beautiful and holds all upsides to all that comes. no matter what kind of life you live, we all share a dream, to reach a goal, high up in the sky, that you can only reach with a ladder of hope and creativity. my dream is to become an artist and travel to japan, where i wil

I kind of wonder now, after a friend dies, where do they go, what do they do, what do /you/ do. I was too young to know some things don't live as long as others, I was too young to understand that, when something is dead, they're not coming back. But, now, as I sit on my bed, my knees touching my chin, I'm older now, What's left for me was only loneliness. I realize now, that i shouldn't carelessly live my life. cause I know she was too young to know it was going to happen, and I hate myself for not being with her. And now that I think about it, right from the start, I have always know, that a day would come when i'd end up alone. I was just

currently siiting at my computer. brainstoming names for my new oc characters. and wondering if it was weed i smelt at the concert thursday.